The Bus Ride that Became a Horror Movie
It’s 98 km to where, more or less, the incident occurred. You
probably read about it for weeks. Remember that first day
when it was a tragedy, before it unraveled into punch line?:
a man walks onto a bus and saws another man’s head off
for (drum roll) no reason. My American friends sent me emails like:
“I hear they’re beheading people in Canada now.” You get it? –
we’re one of those countries. Ad it to the list
of what Americans know about us: everyone
plays hockey, they have socialized medicine, and
once and while slice each other’s heads off, because
it’s really fucking cold there, I guess. And here I am
taking that route and thinking about the Saturday
Globe last summer where the reporter rode from Edmonton
to Winnipeg as though the landscape could reveal
or explain anything, as though this highway was haunted
now (as though it wasn’t before). Thinking
this is how we approach trauma in this country – with headlines
like The Bus Ride that became a Horror Movie
or A Quiet Ride then Carnage. And I watch
the passengers. Mostly young guys, sitting alone,
like me. The man across is the one
whose head I might just chop off, then eat his face.
Isn’t that what happened.? The murderer spitting his victim’s
teeth out like watermelon seeds. Who remembers
the details now, as we depart, driving through the prairie-scape,
driving into Spring, ice patches melting all around,
barren shrubs half submerged in water, the tall grass still
a dull yellow, its colour sucked out like blood. A deer
half flattened by the side of the road, bloodied ass
mooning us. Quickly approaching Portage, passengers
hooked into ipods and dreams, anywhere but here
and a sign reading “Various Positions Available” and everything
on sale. Right here, approximately, just hacking and hacking,
how many times till a head pops off? Watching
the parking lot fill, the line up growing inside the Tim Hortons
like they were selling indulgences in there, translates,
into an argument for various acts of violence. But doesn’t
mean anything, really. That’s what causes us,
maybe, to play so much goddam hockey and forget
every route in this endless country
is a passage through death,
as we arrive in Winnipeg. Sunlight a golden sludge, thick
as blood, oozing off the warehouse facades, glorious
and utterly unnewsworthy.
Love this Jacob-- especially the last line.
ReplyDeleteThanks Nashira. I appreciate that.
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